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Nov. 9th, 2006

02:09 pm - so i went to the mall yesterday

and i got FOOTSIE PJ'S!!!

i have been on a search for these things for at least 3 years now. and i found them. this pretty much made my year.

Current Mood: happyhappy

Oct. 23rd, 2006

02:09 am - ALLI!!!!

alli! i need you, im giddy like a little girl and only u will be giddy when i tell u this!

Current Mood: giddygiddy

Oct. 21st, 2006

11:10 pm - so...

i hungout with steve today. we went four wheeling again and ate and saw a movie. the magic one, it was pretty good. we went four wheeling too and i only got stuck once this time. and we hugged, which i know is stuiped but its like the first real contact we've had lol.

also, college sucks, and im slaking really reallybad. i had a psy paper due friday which i havent started yet, and i have to work all day tomorrow. somaybe ill start it tomorrow night and finish it monday night or something. i dunno, im ready to quit college, i pretty much hate it.

Oct. 14th, 2006

05:32 pm

i got my old tattoo finished today, and got another one. im becoming addicted, but i decided to wait for a little while before i get another one. and i mean like a year or two little while lol

Oct. 9th, 2006

04:06 am

so i hungout with my guy from work. it was sooo much fun. we went 4- wheeling and i got super muddy. and i got him muddy. i got the thing stuck in mud and then when he tried to help me, i spun the tires and like covered him in mud. and then we got out of it lol
then he was driving me back towards my car and i was like umm no this cant be over yet, so we both had been talking about seeing texas chain saw masaccre thing 2 and it was really bloody. but before that we had time to blow so we went and ate and talked for like 2 hours. then we saw the movie and it was fun. but he goes away to NH during the week so i wont see him again until friday :(
but thats all, thats my exciting weekend story lol

Current Mood: giddygiddy

Oct. 3rd, 2006

09:26 am

me and SA went up this weekend and got tattoo's, mines pretty sweet, if u want to look at it go to my myspace and check it out.

ive just been working and going to school lately, nothing to exciting going on.

im not sure whats going to happen with my bandana boy. i mean we do work together and he is 23 so he might just be being nice or something. but i swear there is something there and it would just be nice to date an older like mature person. i dont want to ever put myself in that situation of being one of those stuiped girls that goes back to there stuiped bf's. and this boy doesnt seem like the type to play games. but im hoping maybe he is just nervous about asking someone out on a date or he is just taking his time. but i hope he does, becuase he is really cool. but who knows, im not going to get my hopes up or close off other options.

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful

Sep. 17th, 2006

06:22 pm

so school is okay, minus few people that go there, its okay. i really like my new job. the peopl are awsome and there is this guy there that is just so cool. but he's like 23 so he's older and so im sure he wont be into my 18 year old ass. but i think we are going to do river rat together and stuff so im pretty excited. but im not getting my hopes up. but now i have to go and right a four page paper so im cutting this short

Current Mood: tiredtired

Sep. 4th, 2006

07:37 pm

school starts in a few days nd im not ready. i just dont want to go, like full on am wanting to run back to cali and never return to this town. i fully hate this town with all my heart. maybe when school starts and the job gets going ill be a little more happier, but maybe not. the whole jordan situation just sucks. he's the only reason why i even wanted to come home in the first place, and now i cant even stand to think about him. but, im just going to try my hardest not to think about him, and hopefuly ill forget him and everything he's done.

Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated

Aug. 30th, 2006

01:52 pm

so i now have a job. im pretty damn excited. and i even will even be able to still have a social life with the job and school.

mondays- school till 1:40, then help my cousin with the baby
tuesdays- no school work 2-6
wednesday-school till 3 something, no work
thursdays- no school, work 2-6
friday- school till 1:40, work from 2-6
saturday-nothing
sunday- work from 9-6

so the only really horrible day is friday, and sunday will be a long day, but it wont be horrible. and i get out at like 6 every night, so it works out really well for homework and everything.

Current Mood: anxiousanxious

Aug. 19th, 2006

07:07 pm

i was excited to come home and see all my friends. like not seeing them and then thinking about hanging out pretty much made it not so horrible to come home. and then i come home and no one calls and no one really wants to hangout. i was so sad to leave all my friends and i was excited to come home and see them, and now i dont think i have more then five real friends. its just kind of depressing. i didnt expect a big parade for when i got home, but i just wished i was missed a little bit.


athol isnt the same anymore, i would give anything to be back in cali. i would rather be there sitting on the couch then here doing anything. i really only came home for this one thing, and now that i dont have that one thing anymore, nothing is that fun anymore.

Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed

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